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Friday, April 22, 2005

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Friday Haiku

Another frank talk.
Still apart and still good friends.
For always, I hope.


Feelings hang on me
Like chains of roses. I must,
Reluctant, be freed.


It's the Firefly con
Next weekend. Will meet other
Fans and the show stars!




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Thursday, April 21, 2005

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Free! Free At Last!!

Yes, my boss has finally had the cast taken off his arm so he can drive himself to and from work at long last. No longer will I be forced to go hither and yon at his behest! Woohoo!



"Freedom is a possession of inestimable value." - Cicero (106 BC - 43 BC)

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

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End Of Angel

I have finally seen the last of Angel.

I'll warn you now - if you've not seen these episodes of season 5, beware small spoilers.

Had to watch You're Welcome again, because it's very good. And sad, as Cordy finally departs.

The strange WW2 episode was followed by the episode everyone's been talking about: Smile Time! Yep, Angel as a 'wee puppet man' as Spike put it. Just excellent! And funny! It's amazing how well that puppet can brood, I tell ya. And when the puppet Angel put on his vampire game face - it made me laugh out loud! Classic.

Of course, then they follow that with the heartbreaking double tale of A Hole In The World and Shells. Top work from Amy Acker and Alexis Denisof here; they play the pain and agony of it to the hilt perfectly. Knox gets his, which is only fitting. Wesley is suitably broken up and quietly crazed. Love the whole Deeper Well thing, very cool. And, now that I finally know who and what Illyria is, I have to agree that she is a fantastic character with a serious attitude.

And I just have to add here: Spike turned out much better than I expected. Love his attitude and take on being stuck around Angel, how they just don't really get on, how he enjoys sparring with Illyria, and, most of all, the surprising depth, likeability and compassion he displays. A big change from his old "I'm a bad guy" days. Obviously that soul thing really can make all the difference.

Following that is the weirdness of Underneath, with it's freaky suburbia + torture hell, and the first appearance of Adam Baldwin as Hamilton. He's cool, calm and confidently invulnerable. Funny when compared to Jayne Cobb in Firefly, too. Then there's Gunn's sacrifice. A surprise, but one that makes sense. Then Origin, with the return of Connor. Wesley's reaction to the discovery of the Big Change at the end of season 4 makes sense, but he got more than he expected, that's for sure.

Time makes a fractured appearance in Time Bomb as Illyria's powers get unstable and the attempt to fix that problem causes even more problems. The suprising death of some major characters was unexpected, but that the matter would be resolved was not, of course. Cool ep though.

The Girl In Question - what can I say? An Angel and Spike farce? Who'd have guessed it? And splendid guest appearances by Julie Benz and Juilet Landau as Darla and Drusilla, who are always great fun to watch. Did the episode suffer because of the lack of SMG as Buffy? I don't think so; Angel and Spike are more amusingly pathetic because they don't get to see her!

And the end. Angel appearing to be uncaring and turning to evil so that he can join the dark side, the architects of THE Apocalypse themselves, in order to bring them down... The final decision to take the fight to the Circle, regardless of the cost... That final day of life for tomorrow they (might) die... Fantastic. We see a few old faces again, Spike gets poetical, Wesley mourns.

And then the bad guys get it bad. In the neck, in the face, and rendered into parts. Everyone in the team does their part, but not everyone makes it back. Lorne completes his mission and takes his leave, sick of it at last. Wesley... well, Cyvus Vail deserves everything he gets from Illyria, which isn't much but packs a hell of a punch. Sad to see Wesley leave us forever; his character grew and changed more than pretty much any other character I can think of in this show or any other. Connor shows up in the nick of time, Hamilton makes a slightly injudicious comment, and the hordes of hell (or their cousins, not really sure) arrive to exact a price from our heroes.

We don't see what happens to them. But we know. Anything else, any sort of survival or rescue, would invalidate the sacrfice that was the price of saving the world from that particularly major Apocalyse. Perhaps I should say it as APOCALYPSE instead, as this really would have been the properly Big Final One, rather than all the small-scale ends-of-the-world that have been foiled so far.

I feel strangely sad to know that they are gone. GONE gone. They may be back in comics and stuff, but surely only as flashbacks, "Previously on..." type things. Their story has ended.

Hasn't it?



Spike: In terms of a plan?
Angel: We fight.
Spike: Bit more specific.
Angel: Well, personally, I kind of want to slay the dragon. Let's get to work.

FADE TO BLACK


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The Inevitable Sort-Of Vague Allusion To Stuff

You knew it was coming.

So, one of those talks happened again last night.

End result? Still good friends, but nothing more, and never will be. No change there then.

There was a definite sad feeling at the time, despite the number of times that conversation has brought us to the exact same place. It lingers even now. But there is also, as usual, a sense of release, which is the best way I can describe it. It's kind of a feeling that says "well, now that's decided, time to get a move on."

That feeling needs to last, so I actually can. Mostly it struggles with the feeling that I don't really want to move on, despite the fact that I'll just be pointlessly stuck in the same place I've been in for the last, oh, year or two. What can I say, I'm as stupid as the next person. Unfortunately for me, the person at the next desk is Bob McStupid, the stupidist McStupid in all of Clan McStupid, so I might be in serious trouble.

So, a checklist:

  # Not be stupid.
  # Mentally gear up for moving on.
  # No, seriously, do it.
  # Most importantly, try and get a life in order to do the above.

Wonder if that will help?

Oh, and you just know this will appear again in the Friday Haiku. Bound to, right?



"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods." - Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), Nichomachean Ethics

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Friday, April 15, 2005

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Friday Haiku

I don't like to feel
Pointless. But it does happen
Sometimes. That's just life.


Boring week at work.
This is nothing new. Don't know
Why I mention it.




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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

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Boring News Update

I've been watching season 5 of Angel on DVD, and it's very good. Lots of comparions between Angel and Spike going on; it's funny how Spike seems at his best when he is most put upon, when he's been laid low. Various cool things going on, the funny Harmony-centred episode, and plot development aplenty.

Saw "You're Welcome" on Monday, featuring the return, sadly not for long, of Cordelia. Put tall, dark and broody back on the right path (leading to that fantastic "I know who I am - I'm Angel" moment) and then, alas, left forever. Just left me wanting to watch more. But instead I had to leave to go to Andover. I really didn't want to go.

And now I'm here, and between the moments when I have something to do are long hours of boredom as I try and find something to do to keep me vaguely occupied.

I have some forms to fill in, including a security questionnaire, in order to get a proper pass to the new site. It features some stupid questions, such as "have you ever plotted to overthrow the government?" or words to that effect. Of course, anyone plotting to do so would just say "no" to that question so what's the point of it? It's like thinking that terrorists wanted by every country on the planet will travel around on planes under their own names. Not gonna happen.

Looks like the Hitchhiker's Guide movie is going to be absolutely awful, by the way. Disappointing.



"He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it." - Douglas Adams (1952 - 2001), The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

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Friday, April 08, 2005

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Friday Haiku

The quiet time at
Work has begun. So now it
Is very quiet.


I can recommend
Resident Evil 4. It's
A damn fine 'Cube game.




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Friday, April 01, 2005

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Friday Haiku

End of an era
Where I work in Andover:
Everyone else gone!


Pretty much only
Me and my boss left there now.
Will be very dull.




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